24/02/10

this is like the last time im gonna blog

im just missing her too much cant get her off my head nah can cant stop thinking about her, i just miss her too much, cant really do anything about it ...

im so hopeless, cant even do anything right nor good.

nothing good will ever happen if i dont do anything about it..... but like i will every do anything about it. im guess im not that kinda guy who wouldnt do anything about anything.

well i guess this is the last time im ever gonna blog.

tony: out

6/02/10

why do i feel happy but, why do i keep thinking about her ....?

WHY AM I SO WEIRD ....? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ....?

am i that messed up ...? or am im just blinded by this thing that called love ,....?

if i told you i was going to kill my self, would you try to stop me or would you join me ...?

right now, my sisrter haveing a party it seem like everyone having fun beside me ....

when i watch all those people having fun it make me sad idk why but it just does .....

im just gonna lock my self in my room for the whole day and stay hungry ...

i love it how it raining right now, i look up at the skyy. it drak it make my day (:

4/02/10

be my Valentines, STUFF YOU go away i dont want anyone to bt my FUCKEN VALENTINES SHIT !!! there was only one who i wanted to be my valentines but nows she gone .....
left me alone so what .....? i can do this it not like it never happen to me before :)
you people and ur valentines shit bro go get a life all you people sad ......
i feel hungry now LOL i miss her so much, i dont care for you no more but i cant stop think about you ..... what should i do .....?
i feel very bored right now :L FUCK THIS SHIT BRO!!!
why do i feel so happy for LOL
OMG, im so lame GOD i wonder if anyone reads this LOL :L:L:L
why do i bothered it not like she care for me anymore but why i even bothered im such an idiot.

tony: out

3/02/10

life just get gayer and gay every day. fist ur all happy and got a good life next thing you know it BANG everything that means something to you just left you just like that !
everyday when i go to school i look at all you happy people you people just make me ............
life isnt fair but what can you do about it ...? not everyone can have a awesome life .
life is gay for me i guess most of the thing i care about had already left me already how un cool.
i miss her ......
maybe should just leave her alone fine her fine someone better then me....

god peoplle these just pissing you off cause they dont like you, whats a jackass *bao tran*

tony: out

2/2/10

OMFG, i am so bored :@

its just life needs things to be broken up, as go for my half dead heart. so much for happy ending. as every night, i start to think why did you say yes why to me im just nothing but a useless guy, ur such an idiot for saying yes to me you know that ....? i wanted you to say no to me but you said yes why you do that for ....?
i promise my self that i would date anyone. why i did i broke a promise to my self, so now i alone again, im so stupid ......
i thought you would have said this sooner or later i just didnt know when ....
as they say people do anything for love .....
im so stupid for loving you but i guess i just couldnt hepl it :'D

tony: out

30/1/10

I MISS YOU <3

FUCK today was so fucken boring !!
god i wish i got my guitar hero back ==
stupid david I WANT MY FUCKEN GUITAR HERO BACK !!!
DONT MAKE ME BERAK IN YA HOUSE AND TAKE IT BACK CAUSE I WILL ( i wont do it)
i hate school i hate everything about school everyone just wanna make me kill my self cause everything they do is like so cool and im so useless like they make me feel like i cant even do anything right even my family make me feel that way and the only way to get past the day is to be alone away from every one that why i try not to make new friend but it so hard to do that i wish i was just alone away from everone for a week or something that be so much better. i hope you had funn killing ur eye when you read this, im guessing nobody read this tho so what the point :L

tony: out

29/1/10

what is happiness

As people say not all happiness last forever, to my girlfriend thanks for that 2 week of happiness i really loved it, i was mean't to see her today but faggy family lagged on doing stuff so i couldnt get to see her i was meant to give her something today .........

it really pissed me off that i didnt get to see her today like FUCKEN HELL.

i hated that i didnt get to see you......

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today was first day back to school it wasnt much gay kinda gay tho, i think there like 2 new people in my school i think .... school still gay like everything else. i hate it .....

meet some new people today i think there in year 7 this year, there kinda cool tho all we needa do is to make them like us the year 10 :D

some day this was ......

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when ever i go lie down on my bed i alway feel so useless when i think about thing like, everyone make me feel so useless, and maybe there right cause i cant do anything right and im not good at anything at all, maybe it just life cant make myself happy so why dont i make other people happy.